yamanai ame da neeee

happy cny!!!!!!!
Wednesday, January 28, 2009

every chinese new year, my xiao jiu mu has to do something to piss me off.
if its not cny itself, its before or after.
omg........ haha ok not like she did it on purpose but i personally take offense. can?
yah. i hope none of my cousins are reading this :/

ANW. ytd, i made DAMN alot of money gambling. just with my $2 i completely won like a mad person. haha ok la ard $40? its a lot for me cause i don't usually win.. ah pls let that mean it will be a good year. ytd was fun.. and i've been argh-ing the entire morning off cause school has started. tutorials have started and omgggg i feel so horrified... srsly :(

and diana is back in aussie, means no more crazy jfandom anymore. altho we can do it online, but different la. and ajhh my eyesight is getting very very bad.

there's too many 'and's in this entry. shows my complete lack of vocabulary.
k i need to go bathe, and go to sch.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

1:38 PM

Monday, January 26, 2009

this year's cny is esp enjoyable, i don't know why.
matong when i said that my reunion dinner was boring, i was lying to you. hahahahah i was trying to scout out whether you'll be at hm in the afternoon.... but since out plan couldn't work out, i can reveal it now.

what made it different........ i wonder what.
i think its because there was/is such a large possibility that it won't happen.
i don't know how to explain.
hahahaha ok forget it. but anw, i had fun.
i'm in such a great cny spirit..... i even wanna go carolling. HEHE
last time i used to get nervous and dread it quite a bit.... maybe i'm finally comfortable in my own skin, fine with letting people know how i really am.
yay. going back for dinner later! great.

2:02 PM

my lit texts.
Sunday, January 18, 2009

I get abit peeved when someone calls my lit texts 'story books'
hahha.. ok i'm being lame.
but somehow, when you study it, it becomes something more than books that tells you a story.

they teach lessons........... don't call them story books!
ok maybe it was the way it was said that made me feel uncomfortable and not the word itself. eeyer i dunno. i should stop being this way. hahaha call them novels people. or texts.
story is too simplistic a term... anw, they are much too boring to be called smth as kiddy as a story.

but somehow it feels fine to call books you read for leisure story books, even though they too tell much more than stories depending on interpretation. ahh i don't know whats wrong with me.
hahahaha i apologise for my double standard. gomenasai.
i'm being particular about lame things and i will probably forget it soon and call my lit text story book someday. HAHA. oops. but, for now, don't please.
you're underestimating literature!

ah my text is so boring. how.

7:19 PM

diana's place!!!!
Saturday, January 17, 2009

HAHA IM AT DIANA'S HOUSE NOW, say hi diana.
hi! sho chan kawaiiiii :P

i'm so tired now and winnie has just been woken up by diana who was being stupid and going 'SUGOI SUGOI' crazy woman. say hi to the world, winnie.
she's so tired. she said hi.
SHE GIVES YOU GUYS A BIG SMOOCH.
omg. ok im tired. ok im going now.

JA NE.

7:21 AM

Thursday, January 15, 2009

i'm craving for the feeling of oars on water.

4:09 PM

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

oh i heard this year's olvls top scorer was from sn.. cool!
i wonder how the rest did though. 1 genius doesn't equate to the rest doing well also.

k today there's no school, i'm going to finish whatever i'm supposed to do
come on liting, don't procrastinate. face the music!
not facing it today=facing it tomorrow!
i wonder whats cors is gna do with my appeal. haha

ok i'm beginning to talk crap.
ahhhh ohhhhhhhhhhh i really don't wanna go.
YADAAA. DAME. ok go.

11:56 AM

Kate Winslet and Colin Farrell have just become my favourite people!! hahaha omg i loved their speeches on the globes and oh mannnnn i feel so inspired by their passion haha!
and and who is that Bruno guy ohmyshit! he's damn daring did you see everyone's faces when he talked about Guy Ritchie. hahah and and and oh, i wish Miley Cyrus would stop sticking out her tongue at the camera... its like the only thing she can do :/ it is not cute. not cute not cute not cute. ah and is it my imagination or did the camera catch mrs brad looking unhappy when Kate Winslet won! but omg she is rly cool hahaha even Meryl Streep smiles at her benevolently. aw.

this time's globes is so exciting. ah Heath Ledger :(
the guy's speech made me tear... Joker oh man.. YOU COMPLETE ME.. argh. yes anddddd what else what else. HOUSE was looking so handsome. although he didn't win anything but omg so handsome. and why did Tom Cruise look younger then he did a few months back! i bet he went for botox. hahahaha just like what 1 of the guy said. i forgot who. hahaha oh i think its the bruno guy again.

yes ok i'm going to watch yamada now.
nowwwwwww i rly wanna watch Benjamin Button. it's a book? is it? i wanna read it.
and and hmm slumdog looks risky, i might not take to it but hey its award winning. ahh i shld watch them all. hahah its been a long time since i've been craving for movies! and oh i wanna watch In Bruges!!! omg. too many. ok yamada.

1:44 AM

Monday, January 12, 2009

just came back from diana's house!!!!!!!!!!!
omg for some reason today was funner then usual!
hahah there's was so much arashi stuff going on. and we totally had no variety.
oh well. i think i shld start transfering stuff into hard drive alr. before my computer bursts.
anw, we are going to have a sleep over right! pls lets do it......... its so fun.
love sleep overs omg.

hahaha.. anw, i'm really worried about the new sem
its starting tml and i still havent gotten my 5th mod... omg.
haiii dont talk about it already. so sad.

12:20 AM

the queer-ness of desert people
Saturday, January 10, 2009

picture number one.

we were at the museum and this is the desert people's idea of anatomy!! hahahaha ok in olden times, obviously (since i was at a museum, ok.) hahahaha and my sister was saying, no wonder they zhen tian zhi si ren. don't like that la.. this is olden times. not bad already. but they didn't have kidneys. hahaha ok. enough.

picture number two.

here you see an ancient weighing scale. omg! i was amazed. and wanted to go nearer to get a better shot, until they started staring. hahah anw its damn cool and i think its reddish from rust.

still must put weights at the other end one can hahahaha

picture number three.

eyeless fish!!!! amazing. i wonder how they taste. they are perfectly flat and weird looking.

by the way, this fish shop consists of some newspaper and some steps, beside the ocean. gurantee damn fresh one. cool huh. yes.

picture number four.

this is a dog house!!! hahahahaha omg sooo cute. cause dogs are forbidden there.. so they have these tiny dog houses. they are really miniscule. look at the size of the door. even a jack russle (russel?) cannot go in. so bad, look down on fat ~~people~~ dogs is it! anyway, isn't it ironic that the dog house looks the same as they're prayer tents. hahaha call me a cynic, but i see too much irony in this country.

picture number five.

look!! a desert monster! amazing! SUGOI! USO! HONTO!?

ok, duh that is my sister and i. and we were laughing at how we had to smile while taking this picture. we have been conditioned. omg.

8:45 PM

sunsets and solitaire
Tuesday, January 06, 2009

my parents don't understand equality. but that's because of how they lived their entire life. i can't say its their fault.. hm..

anw. at doha, a lot of my time was spent on the roof of my sister's place. in the afternoon or morning i will suntan and laze. in the evening i risk my life taking pictures of sunsets. and when i'm not doing those things, i'll be playing solitaire on tacchon. haha oh and i try to get the security gaurd to notice me, but he never does. whoo. and i hereby present one out of many sunsets.

anw, the past few days have been spent going for a lot of mayday things.
highlights:
-shitou looked at my directly and smiled at me for like 5 seconds. until i felt awkward and looked away hahahahah. it made me damn happy even though i'm not crazy about them.
-masha waved to us and winnie had a nice picture. haha
-my love for them is renewed. hahahaha
-spent a lot of time with winnie doing nothing. ok maybe its not a highlight since that happens very often in school but yah.

bye!

ah there's another picture i want you guys to see for today.

thats me! hahaha trying to make my shadow pose, unsuccessfully.

9:08 PM

Saturday, January 03, 2009

ytd, met up with ping-er ying-er and wing-er. HAHAH.
first wing-er came my house and we laughed about arashi. and she finally visited my fishes after how many years of friendship. then kbox with the 3 and it was fun, like how kbox will always be. and then tennis! i think i'm beginning to like it although i'm useless at it. hahahah but oh well.

ping-er is flying this coming sat so we better meet up soon.. ah i'm aching slightly. bad. oh i finished ryusei. finally. the ending was ok? i didn't really cry. haha.. maybe cause i had expectations. so.. hm i dunno. but nino can really act well.

ok tml is mayday concert. i'm gna lose our lyrics contest. haha

5:50 PM

Thursday, January 01, 2009

happy new year everyone!

2008 passed in a hurry. obviously it's not missing me at this moment but i miss it very much, please come back. hahah what a way to welcome the new year. but as we loitered at the airport and the new hours of 2009 passed i felt very bad. there was a gloom in the pits of my heart, telling me.. liting, you better watch out.

this year is going to be full of challenges, more so than any. we're turning 20 this year and i'm pretty affected by it. not by the physical aging or whatever but by the fact that there is this unspoken increase in responsibility, it becomes more important than ever that what we do has to contribute positively to the society, to the family, to our own future. the more i think about it the more troubled i feel. i'm not prepared.

but i should still rejoice in the fact that i'm alive, my family is complete, my friends are still there for me, my principles haven't collapsed to pieces like those of so many i've witnessed.

now.. what should i do... hmm yesterday with celebs was good. we had fun. and we talked, for a very long time. and did meaningful stuff. i think i shall go now.. sit at home and will my hair to grow.

7:17 PM